Two different events….one mindset.

Master and I have had the chance to attend two M/s friendly events in the last 2 weekends and even though they were different in style: one being a formal type leather event and the other being a campout, we were U/us at these events. We embraced our M/s selves and totally enjoyed embracing that side of ourselves.

For me, I loved serving Sir in a formal manner at the leather event. So much so, that I’ve been flying high all week from the energy and connection it created between us. Then, we had a campout to go to over the weekend. It was a kinky campout but was also D/s friendly. Once again I was able to serve. Though, this time we also had the new house submissive with us. So, it was a little different for me. I did not get to serve as much, because she needed more time serving since she is in training. But, I still felt that deep connection between Master and I. I was able to serve him by training her.

We served him the whole weekend. Friday night we served him a formal dinner and Saturday morning we served him a Formal breakfast. Friday night he ate as I trained her. Saturday morning I was able to sit with him as she served us both. Sir wanted company so I was asked to sit with him.

The weekend was very much D/s. Both of us wore our collars and served Sir and those that came to visit us at our campsite. Sir also offered my services to another Master. This ended up being a back massage as the Dom worked security detail. Being able to do this without any resistance….this is slave heart.

I have pride in how we were able to serve Sir. I have pride in how the new girl is shaping up. It was a pleasure to have her along with us. Different, than the previous weekend, but a pleasure.

We move forward ….

Over the last week or so, i’ve had the pleasure of watching Master move forward into a relationship for the purpose of training.
A new submissive in the lifestyle found us and asked to be part of our house, so that she could learn about what it is that she wants to be. She seems to be very sincere and after talking with her and looking at what this would entail, she proceeded to beg
Him for His collar.

It has been a long time since we’ve had a submissive under our wing. i’ve enjoyed watching Master get back into the swing of things.
i’ve enjoyed watching that Masterful spark in His eye. i’ve enjoyed how it has put fire into our M/s relationship. The little things are sometimes forgotten over time. But, when you bring someone else in and have to remember the little things for them, the little things for us are remembered once again. Ritual, protocol, service, deep conversations…. the joys of a M/s relationship.

i find myself enjoying helping out with little things as they move forward in their relationship. i’m paying attention to my emotions.
Again, it has been awhile since we’ve done this. Jealousy? none so far. No baby steps needed.

i like how this feels. It feels natural to have someone under our care. i’m looking forward to this experience and growth potential for
all of us.

dawn

Sir, i read, i cried.

Sir, since the beginning, i have been honored to be yours….to wear your collar
when it was offered and even after it was taken away. Yours i will always be.
Even as we explore life and different ways of living, even as we love others,
Yours i will always be.

i know deep in my core, my soul, my heart…that i am slave. Even as we attempted
to live without the collar, i couldn’t completely deny who i am as you couldn’t
deny who you are. That is where some of my struggle comes from; denying who i
am. i am a strong person, but when i belong to you, I am empowered in ways that
have always amazed me.

Sir, i bow to you, with deep honor, trust and respect. i will always be there
for you in whatever way you need me as you have been there for me while I’ve
struggled with these growing pains.

i truly miss the weight of your formal ownership, though you’ve owned me since
day one. i would be truly honored to wear your collar once again. i do not
‘need’ Your collar to be slave, for slave is who i am. But, i crave your collar.
i crave your ownership. i crave to do your bidding and kneel before you as
Yours. i would be honored to walk this road with you as your slave.

Yours